Fic: Ignored
Feb. 24th, 2008 03:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cutthroatpixieTitle: Ignored (Sequal to Watching)
Fandom: House MD
Pairing: House/Wilson/Amber
Word Count: 285
Rating: PG-13
Warning: voyeurism
Fandom: House MD
Pairing: House/Wilson/Amber
Word Count: 285
Rating: PG-13
Warning: voyeurism
You really hate it when he watches, as it is so much worse than when he just joins in, in your opinion. Wilson acts like his attention is all yours, like his thoughts are filled with only you, but you all know this to be a facade. His hands are only on you, but his eyes are only on him, and his gaze never meets yours.
When his hands are allowed to roam over both your bodies, when he is suppose to be focused on the two of you, as opposed to just you, things are more equal, somehow. More up front. House is free to fight for Wilson's affections and you are free to fight back, and Wilson manages to accommodate the needs of each of you.
When House watches, however, it just feels intrusive, and he somehow manages to steal every ounce of Wilson's attention from you. You try to win it back, but you fail miserably. You lose and House wins and oh how you hate that fact. House was right, you hate losing, can't stand it, and as much as you hope you can change that, you can't.
House himself doesn’t bother you; the fact that he is friends with Wilson doesn’t bother you. He was there first, you understand that. What bothers you, makes your blood boil, is that you just can’t win when it comes to the two of them. You’ll never be all that Wilson needs, as much as you want to be.
House and Wilson, Wilson and House, Greg and James, no matter how you put it, they belong together, and adding Amber, Cutthroat Bitch, Volakis... adding you doesn't change that one bit. And you hate that.
When his hands are allowed to roam over both your bodies, when he is suppose to be focused on the two of you, as opposed to just you, things are more equal, somehow. More up front. House is free to fight for Wilson's affections and you are free to fight back, and Wilson manages to accommodate the needs of each of you.
When House watches, however, it just feels intrusive, and he somehow manages to steal every ounce of Wilson's attention from you. You try to win it back, but you fail miserably. You lose and House wins and oh how you hate that fact. House was right, you hate losing, can't stand it, and as much as you hope you can change that, you can't.
House himself doesn’t bother you; the fact that he is friends with Wilson doesn’t bother you. He was there first, you understand that. What bothers you, makes your blood boil, is that you just can’t win when it comes to the two of them. You’ll never be all that Wilson needs, as much as you want to be.
House and Wilson, Wilson and House, Greg and James, no matter how you put it, they belong together, and adding Amber, Cutthroat Bitch, Volakis... adding you doesn't change that one bit. And you hate that.
